
Linz, Austria (http://www.sternwarte.at) – Own work, CC BY-SA 3.0, https://commons.wikimedia.org/w/index.php?curid=6756468
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Permanente Quarry
Into the quarry, rocks cascade -
but mining here has numbered days,
if the county plan gets its way.
The pit will merge with a preserve,
leaving forest sounds undisturbed.
Birdsong, crickets, and flowing creek
make the music that hikers seek. -
Real Possibility
There’s a real possibility
that the Tesla in front of you
runs a red light, drifting into
the intersection like a yacht
through a lock after its owner
paid a bribe for faster passage,
entitled to ignore the law.
There’s also an actual chance
the bucket with a stool sample
you shipped next-day by UPS
will show you have colon cancer,
or the semen packed in dry ice
and flown overnight by FedEx
to a lab in Massachusetts
for DNA analysis
reveals you can’t be a father
using your own fragmented genes.
Most of the time, we live our lives
naïve to these odds. Hurricanes
could make landfall on our city,
a wildfire might engulf our home.
So many fates to consider
in the band of uncertainty.
If we ruminated on them,
how would we find time to eat lunch,
take a shower, or talk with friends?
The universe we occupy
includes no more than what happens.
Still, there’s a nonzero prospect
that one unblemished sperm merges
inside a healthy egg, the two
making a child new to the world;
or that no malignant polyp
will ever trouble your body;
your house is spared from fire or flood.
But this forecast is incomplete.
I’m compelled to mention the man
on the ballot for election,
a would-be despot. If he wins
(almost a 50 / 50 bet)
his plans for the country result
in blight on our shared principles.
Given the risk, I implore you:
don’t overlook the likelihood
of him running away with it.
The stakes are evident enough.
Prepare for an unlucky break.
Maybe he’s got in his pocket
the folks who are meant to stop him. -
Monday’s Bananas
Do not expect to find ripe bananas
at the market on Monday afternoon.
Those being placed now around the fruit stand,
piled on last week's brown-spotted assortment,
are all an unpromising shade of green -
tedious to peel with firm, chalky flesh
that besmirches teeth, ruins appetite -
nausea's hue aboard a sea-tossed vessel.
Shameful how they made this misbegotten trip
from plantation to port, across ocean -
cut from trees before they reached their prime -
only to waste on display in suburbs
where shoppers reject them, and the whole bunch
ends up in a dumpster behind the store. -
Long Night Moon
The Long Night Moon of Christmas
The moon
is full tonight,
a beacon shining through
the fog that cloaks the hills and sky
from view. -
Idioms of an Expert Backseat Driver
Grandpa Jack was a retired union man of McLean trucking, and the keenest back- seat driver I have ever known. “Watch out for old snake hips!” he’d blurt every time another car came anywhere close to us. I never learned why that expression, but got the message and gave a wide berth. Whistling hymns through his teeth, suddenly he’d bolt upright, then holler “The limb of the law is at the bottom of this hill!” I obliged, pumping brakes all the way down. “Thanks for driving, son, my engine’s gone Republican on me.” he’d say about his kaput Chevy, when we arrived back home. -
La Fortuna, 1995
In the era before smartphones, a time prior to sharing photographs instantly as if it took no more effort than a casual hello exchanged with a stranger, you rode in a tour van through La Fortuna on your way from Arenal volcano back to San Jose and almost went past a lone tree spreading its branches in a field beside the road’s shoulder. But the driver pulled over and stopped. Climb out of the van to see what has the guide excited. You don’t understand what’s happening until a frog leaps from a leaf then lands on your chest. Their bright orange feet cling to your T-shirt like honeysuckle flowers. Skin green as jade, eyes red as lava, they have a muscled body about the size of your thumb – your naïve thumb, which has not known how it feels to stroke a small, illuminated screen expressing approval or disdain for someone’s image within a clamor of data. The guide explains this tree shelters dozens of these frogs, the slick sheen under each leaf being fertilized eggs. When they hatch, it will rain tadpoles into puddles collected around the trunk. No algorithm produced this encounter – your luck to have it due to the guide’s insight, thrilled to point out for other people a trove of life you might have overlooked.
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Piedras Blancas Rookery
Walking from the parking lot to the beach, we can hear snorts and guttural bellows of elephant seals sprawled on the sand. They heaved their bodies from the ocean by the hundreds, thick fur seawater-slick. Exertion on land ripples their blubber. Immense mothers cuddle pups, shielding against feverish young males. Dominant bulls left the shore before weaning even began, and are no longer here to muscle out challengers for the harems. We stand on decks propped up against the bank while sandpipers on swift and slender legs bustle among the herd of seals below. By month’s end, the pups will have learned to swim and the beach will be empty of them all – their fate in the tides, where great white sharks lurk and orcas prowl, as precarious as our own. Back in the car, the radio blares news, a dismal rundown of the world’s crises: global warming, political impasse. We drive away on Highway 1, more of which slides into the surf each year.
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Asymmetry
To all beings, the asymmetric trait lends character and beauty. How delightful the single, arched eyebrow of a baby exploring their world or the rakish cant of a hawk’s tail as it soars in level flight. Under a microscope, the off-center nucleus of a paramecium could be said to enchant the most jaded observer; on a grander scale, the mismatched parabolas that tattoo either side of a finback whale give majesty to its bulk when it lunges through plumes of krill in the oceans of our planet, with its steadfast spin on a tilted axis. Who could deny the pattern of stripes on a tiger’s flank is never the same between left and right? A key element of its formidable charm which both mesmerizes and repels anyone who spies it lying in wait. Just so, imbalance in nature provides a kind of momentum: even when there is no wind, the leeward slope of a mountain draws a herd of goats around the peak toward its calm shelter and in the valley below, a river’s west bank hosts a bountiful thicket of flowering rushes while the opposite shore is golden sand lit by the sun’s descent fading below the bent horizon. -
Cheerleaders at Sonoma State
The first time I came to California was the summer before seventh grade. Dad was in a Jack London seminar at Sonoma State University and drove the family there from Vermont in a red Ford Taurus station wagon with a car carrier on top my sister and I packed full of stuff to keep us entertained during the five-week-long course he was taking. What we hauled cross-country included my roller skates, and I learned that the smooth asphalt walkways on campus made contours that were perfect for gliding. We shared the grounds with a cheerleader camp; scores of young women, though older than me, gathered every morning to do drills and I had just discovered the appeal for me of how a woman’s body looks – what would become years of rampant desire, a curse and a blessing I only sensed at the time as a blend of yearning and shame. I knew their dorms were not far from ours. I asked dad for permission to go out one evening after dinner on my skates. He granted it, but told me to steer clear of the cheerleader’s dorms. So, I set out in my fluorescent blue shorts and bright red horn-rimmed glasses. What harm, I thought, would come from passing under their windows? Indeed, they whistled and cat-called, made kiss-noises, dubbed me “roller-boy”, and I delighted in all of it. Then around the corner of their dorm and waiting under a lamp was dad; his cigar tip glowed in the dusk. I can’t recall what he said, only the punishment, which was sending me to bed earlier than I was accustomed to. I lay there, frustrated in the dark, hours before sleep, wondering what I had really done wrong. That autumn, back at home, dad talked on the phone with one of his friends from the seminar: Vic, who introduced me to the sonic wonder of Compact Discs, and showed interest in what I myself was reading that summer as I got ahead of book assignments for school. Vic asked to speak with me. “I hope your pop isn’t being too hard on you.” He said.
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Grandpa and the Tiger
Grandpa and his platoon slept in a tent those months they were stationed at Burma. Retired driver of McLean trucking with less than a high school education, he often told me stories about the war when I was a kid, and one that stands out was while we bounced a ball to each other on the concrete walk in front of his house, him sitting on those mint-green front porch steps and me by the chain-link gate to the street. We passed that ball back and forth in rhythm with our conversation, me asking him what it was like, and he would explain it. A technical sergeant fixing airplanes – fighters, bombers, and flying fortresses – getting pilots and crew back in the air as fast as he could during World War 2. For him, as he told it, the threat to life was rarely, if ever, at front of mind. “Uncle Sam sent me around the whole world!” He would proclaim with a prideful chuckle. Until one night, when they were all asleep after having roasted meat on a spit over a camp fire they made in their tent, he was awakened by a rummaging coming from the canvas flap to outdoors and he saw a tiger had made its way in with them, sniffing at the empty spit – then at the feet of his trembling teammate who lay in a cot not ten feet away. As quiet as possible, grandpa reached for his rifle, but before he could aim, the tiger went off, leaving them alone. I guess this is to say I am grateful the tiger did not bother him that night, and the enemy who surrounded him weeks later in battle was driven off, and I am here to share the tale he told – savoring in thought the halcyon time of my youth, as well as his place in it.